The badgering put her in a mood
to peel the skin off fruit, to tell him she was walking along the shoreline
when someone called out her name from the cliffs and when she turned around all
she saw were stars bounding around so slowly in the heavens you might have
missed their movement entirely if not for the sounds they made, the whistling
and the exhalations. She said our minds form themselves of something other than
the matter from which everything else emerges. The wicker furniture, the albatross
on the wing. But this doesn’t mean they ought to seem other. All such
boundaries are transcended by the notion of boundaries itself and the harder we
exert ourselves in the attempt to preserve them, the more stubbornly they
dissolve. Then turn up again, partially formed, around the corner. One day, she
cut holes in the sheet they kept over the window to better allow the breeze to
get through and subsequently those on the opposite side of the street began to
squint, pulled out their phones and started clicking. This is probably why he
left, why he packed the car and drove for an hour and then another and so on
until they had stacked up on one another like a child’s plastic blocks and when
it was all finished he sent her a postcard that had a picture of a pinniped on
the front of it, baring its yellow teeth in what we were supposed to imagine
was a friendly manner. But our take on the situation has already been
explained. We never meant to interfere so much as insist on our own relevance precisely
when the question of that relevance had become so unimportant, had been
outflanked, as it were, by one involving the age of the sewer system, say, or the
manner in which one person deceives another when there is no reason to, when
all things being equal, the truth would have sufficed. Her reaction is the same
as when they first met, when she looked at him as if he were so far away she
couldn’t make out a single detail. Not the contours of the face, not the lint
stuck to the arm of his jacket as if it had been placed there strategically, by
someone (she knew now) with a flair for the mundane, and maybe an appointment in
an hour to get the radiator in his car replaced or a foreboding dark spot
excised permanently from the skin.