Exotic tobaccos opened our
airwaves then closed them gain almost immediately and the retching was so
commonplace as to be given a particular name. We threw it about like a paper
airplane and then spent the rest of the afternoon painting circles on the
concrete, which, at the time anyway, seemed to represent the movements of the
solar system and the enormous distances between objects there, though any
discussion of this beyond the elementary smacked of schooling and was punished
abruptly with wooden canes and admonitions. The block was elongated and bulbous
on one end so you couldn’t see around some of the hedges and when we startled
pigeons they rose up into the sky with a squawking intensity that didn’t seem to
fit with their otherwise calm, even regal demeanor. I chocked this up to the
way they had been portrayed in the movies which played almost around the clock
downtown, and if you were lucky, you might stumble on a double feature that
quit halfway through the second bill, due to the projector overheating or the escaped
marmosets getting in once again. Our patience has limits imposed on it from
outside like a fence under construction, or the boundaries of the skin, made up
of millions of microscopic replicas of itself, so that you can’t point the
finger of blame and incrimination at any one agent but must point it at all of
them at precisely the same time. Which is of course impossible given the
mathematics on either side of the equals sign, or the barrio as the case may
be. We loved to grab terms at random almost out of thin air, or at least from
the newspapers that had hit their stride at about this time, had ushered in a
new golden age of journalism that looked a lot like the previous golden age,
only there weren’t so many men at the center of it with comb-overs and
expensive jewelry around their wrist. What you found instead was a faceless mob
willing to flow in any direction it was pointed and frequently got confused
with an actual mob of the sort that carries with it unexpected implements of
destruction like two-by-fours and manual typewriters and those rubber masks
designed to imitate the facial features of visitors from other planets, or at
least what we had been led to believe their facial features might look like by
the experts and the non-experts alike, by artisans and the charlatans and the
ordinary businessmen who stood to make a killing so long as we didn’t get too
curious.