To hear us tell the tale
afterward, you’d think we had left something crucial behind in those cages. A
certain good-natured nihilism. A circular structure in the middle of the chest.
With holes on either end of it to allow blood in and sound waves and the scent
of persimmon because the fruit was popular then. A means of driving away demons
that were otherwise poorly defined or understood. They had nose rings that
glowed sometimes in the glare of the flashlight but the only other hint we had
of their presence was a fiddle played the old fashioned way. With a bow and
resin. With open tuning and little regard for the niceties of melody. We
blasted our way into the side of the mountain and there found the relics that
would suggest we weren’t the first, or even the second, to attempt to settle
between the river which was gold in color and the other river which had no
color whatsoever, only the faintest hint of having been in its channel for eons.
You couldn’t trust these insights though because everyone had them. They were
as common as tennis shoes. The alternative, which one could easily enough
stumble upon published in the back pages of the trade magazines or on the
airwaves where it was disguised as mindless banter, turned out to be
fraudulent, something cooked up by miners of all people, who had been tossed
out of the ground for demanding stricter safety measures, or a place, an
establishment, to call their own where the women who worked there talked about their
beauty secrets as if they were discussing the battle of the Somme or the best
place to cast your line to pull in walleye. I never understood the reactions,
which ran the gamut from full on horror to bemused horror to something that had
no name but you could tell what it was because we had all experienced it at one
time or another. We had all run our hands under ice cold water at a time when warm
water would have sufficed. We had all suspected a loved one of attempting to
murder another loved one through nefarious means like poison. And we had been
mistaken, but the suspicion was enough to remind us that appearances, what
remains on the surface after everything underneath has been dispelled, cleaned
out and annihilated, were of little value in themselves but that didn’t mean
you could ignore them completely. You had to take their measure the way we paid
attention to the shape of the leaves that fell from the trees in order to
identify those trees, in order to know which ones to cut down because they were
likely to succumb to disease or insects and which to water in anticipation of the
coming drought.